So, we are all systems go on 'operation healthy'!! Both JourneyMan and I have been very strong this week, totally focussed on our goals and all about the action to get ourselves in shape.
I have to admit, there is a big part of me that is quite nervous about delving into another cycle - can I really handle the heartbreak if it is negative? For JBB's sake, I want to try. I want him to have someone to grow up with, play with, fight with, confide in, tease mercilessly and support to the ends of the earth.
So, my strategy for the moment is:
- Enjoy every moment of little JBB
- Get back to work to save money
- Focus on getting healthy
- Keep up the weekly counselling to ensure that I am mentally healthy
We also went to the maternal health nurse today and he has grown gangbusters - he has gone from the 45th percentile for height to the 90th - what the!?!? He is very long - everyone comments on it.
I am so happy that we have made the decision - once again, we are on a countdown to Thailand!